day four.

once i realized that my concerted efforts weren’t as mindnumbingly difficult as they once were, that i actually could float off of the floor in the last cardio circuit like jillian tells us to, and that pushups may actually happen for me someday since it was a little easier this time to even imagine the idea of going lower than more than an inch*, i began to fear level 2.

i imagine that’s progress.

*yeah, imagine my humbling when the bff tells me last night that he can do 50 pushups. super.