pinch me.

there are reasons why you shouldn’t watch “say yes to the dress” and look at the pictures you took at the bridal shop when you chose your dress when you’re home alone on friday night.

but i did it tonight, just to make sure that it’s all real.

to remind myself that, yes, i’m really getting married.

that this guy loves me enough to choose me every day until forever.

because what happens? then you end up buying love songs on itunes and writing sappy blog posts and desperately trying not to text the man in question while he’s off having fun with his jazz band and you’re at home changing your sheets and sorting your laundry and cleaning out your closet.

even in the midst of all of this mundane work, i live a dream.

sometimes i just have to remember how amazing that is. and that it’s all real.

it makes me cry a little.  so does this song, though it’s admittedly not the best video of it.

<3