Stupid girl

The definition of appreciation is “gratitude, thankful recognition” or “the act of estimating the qualities of things and giving them their proper value.”

How do I show that I am estimating that the people around me are of great worth? Can people value other people in such vastly different ways that the valuing isn’t even apparent?  I think that must be true.

Will I ever stop being insecure about this?  I hate, more than anything, to feel like I am the annoying kid on the outside of the circle, looking in and being snarked at from the kids on the inside.  That’s my horrifying social nightmare.

Argh. I’m such a girl.



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